Yoo Seung Ho

Why are you so damn cute?

The days where I feel like dressing up

The joy of every bite

So me and Katie god a cupcake together & It was delish mmMmmmMMmmmMm

One of those moments

A couple years back at night I'd pray to God and ask him to keep me alive for the next day. Today at school, it hit me. God answered to me and kept me safe for so many tomorrows..But how many tomorrows do I have left..?

Finals

So my chem grade raised but my history grade dropped..I'm not afraid of getting a B in history cus I have tons of extra credit, I'm just scared for Algebra 2. I have an 85% in there, can I raise it...? Time to study and try hard. bye social life and blogger ):

New obsession

I've always loved watching dramas but lately because of a few favorites I went crazy. I just finished Secret Garden, well almost, I couldn't bare to watch the ending because then I'll have nothing to look forward to so I decided to save the ending for later. Secret garden is honestly THE best korean drama I've ever seen and I honestly think it is the best drama that's been shot. I lo0oo0ve it but it's over so I started watching Dream High and My Princess. They're both pretty good. I'm in love with Taecyeon from Dream High. I don't know at all if he's going to end up with the girl but I really hope so cus he's so damn hot. I know I said I was in love with hyun bin, and I still am, but taecyeon is like my second husband. I spent my whole day watching dramas today because I had no homework. I hope tomorrow's like this! Goodnight, thank you for reading!

finals

are coming up...
I have a 85% in algebra 2 so I need to study hard for that
I have a 89% in chem so I need to study hard for that
I have a 96% in history so I don't need to study but I still will..maybe
I have a 100% in chinese so I really don't need to study
I have a 93% in english so I should study but I cant really study for an essay
I don't know what I have in cheer yet but either ways I don't need to study


Hehehee just a little check list for myself

I am just blowing up right now

everything in the world is pissing me off and I'm really sad. My sister and the bitch need to learn how to clean up for themselves. It really makes me mad that my mom being very old and frail has to clean up for them. It's really embarrassing. Sorry for putting ya on blast but honestly, you are fucking 28 years old.. can you stop being such a lazy shit and clean the house for once. I always help mom clean and stuff but you just watch tv and make a mess. God damn you really make me angry. Don't you feel bad or anything?! I walked into my house and realized why my mom wanted to move into a smaller house, my kitchen was a serious mess and I just cleaned it up but it's like, why am I the one cleaning and everything.. I know as a kid I should have "chores" but I don't. But I still help. But my sister, holy don't even get me started. I'm so angry @ her right now I'm going to fucking explode. And I honestly hate my nephew. Oh and we can't forget Mrs.Lee. fucking shit I'm going to die.. everything is going in circles in my head right now. I don't even know what's going on. I'm going to choke my nephew if he cries one more effing time. I'M SORRY I SOUND SO STUPID BUT THE REASON I MADE THIS BLOG IS SO I CAN VENT. So if ya don't like that, gtfo. Okay okay sorry I'm really angry. Let me be for tonight.

SECRET GARDEN

I AM SO IN LOVE

another useless gift

Today my daada sent me this along with a new phone...thanks......

And this is my life. Every month/week he sends a bag or a phone or money. Sure, it's great but it makes me really sad. I'm just thinking of how life would be like w/out the bitch....barged in and ruined everything. took away everything I had..

Dear guys who got asked to sadies,

please stop fucking complaining. be glad that SOMEONE planned, prepared, and thought of you. honestly stop saying I don't want to go with her or Ew, I just said yes to be nice. If you're going to talk behind their backs, be a real man, and say no or tell them before they ask you to not ask you. Stop being jerks...

Time flies

It really hit me just now, I really miss color guard and I realized that time is going by too quickly. Three more years of high school and I'm off to college? When'd I leave middle school? When'd I stop getting piggyback rides from my mom and dad. When'd everything slip out of my hands..

Sadies

Here's an update
sadies, every year,  equals drama lama in the momma. so the person I'm going to ask is going to be someone who no girl is going to ask and I'm going to make sure before anything happens. but I don't have anyone in mind yet. oh and it seriously bugs me when people are way TOO dramatic about sadies and when people are ontumblr/ facebook posting status' like "who to ask omgomg" it's like...really annoying. hehee sorry. I'm so busy these days... Homework, cheer, ap bio, and everything else. I won't be blogging a lot..bye!

A very long sunday

today was just a very long day and I went to LA for my first "Official" time. I guess like the ghetto area. But I was just really scared. We got into a car accident otw to la but everything was fine and otw back when I was sleeping apparently we almost got into another car accident. So basically I went w/ alphina today for a workshop/ I can't explain it. It's for actors, dancers, singers, and etc. I just wanted to go for fun but who knew it was pretty serious. It was a good experience for me. I learned a lot! I finally got home an hour ago and now I'm ready for bed. This whole week I have practice. C'mon let's beast this

this is varsity song

Drawers

For a few years I've have a little obsession for victoria secret underwear...
There's 4 rows for underwear and 3 leaves of each
last box is bras obviously and on your left is socks!
And my fav...SCARFS

Just a thought

Shady people really get on my nerves. Well I can't describe it as shady. Basically fake. If you don't like someone please, don't act like their best friend. I'm not being a hypocrite because the people I don't like, I stay away. And if i don't like someone I'll tell them. It really pisses me off when people are like best friends or seem to be, and then they come to someone else or me and talk A LOT of shit. It's like..uh.....And I know you could talk shit once in a while I guess or whatever cus I do too but it's not continuous. It just annoys me.

And with sadies coming up, I knew there would be some drama. First of all, if your friend tells you they're asking a guy, that usually means they have a plan and everything. Why would you turn around and ask the guy. Seriously? Are you brain dead?
Sorry, I have nothing against you. But you fucked up. And I just wanted to say, you better apologize or start explaining.. Cus you lied +Back stabbed.

Update on who I'M asking? It's a secret for now =) Because I'm unsure. and I don't want anyone to think I'm "reserving" him so basically I'll ask if no one does? because I don't want to ruin anything.. Ya know?  I'm not like a certain someone..

Every morning

I open my eyes and I realize I didn't make it into comp squad. It cuts up my heart..

A random post

I just got a new pencil holder a few months ago from some weird place for $14
Cute, eh?

I'm tired

I had practice all week and I'm mentally, emotionally, and mostly physically tired, sad, and just unhappy. I wish you'd just text me back. A simple hi or hello would make my day so much better. boy, you don't know how much you unknowingly mean to me. When I have nothing to think about in class or at home or anywhere I think about you. We don't have much memories, but enough for me to smile for. I can't think of a reason to fool myself anymore. I can't think of a reason why you wouldn't text me back anyone. I can't think of a reason of why I should continue to have this stupid crush..

Acedemics

With school I'm not smart or dumb. I would say I'm average. When I say I want to be smart, I'm not complaining or whatever you think I'm doing. I just want to try harder in school basically. I want to be like those people who are in the highest math class sophomores are in. Honors everything. And also able to balance cheer/ Drill/ sports. I wish...

I tried

I worked up the guts to finally text you. But I guess you're busy..Or whatever. But I guess everything ends here. But there was really nothing to start with.

My lovely bed

When I sleep over at other peoples' houses I really tend to miss my bed...
The blue blanket is from Tommy Hilfig
The red bedsheets from tommy hilfig, I bought two sets of the bed sheets and made the other one as my curtain which I will have pictures later! And I made a "long pillow" w/ the extra. Well technically my mom did. Hehe. My bed is from Ikea around 700 with the mattress. I just got it a couple months ago.
The red blanket is from Costco around 9$! And the white one is from Juicy from my daddy!

tears just keep coming and coming

I'm pretty fucking depressed. Here's another vent..
Today in six period I was really excited because varsity song got our uniforms today. Everything was going great but they didn't have the paper that had "who ordered what" so everyone just took it. And then Jina was left with a 9/11 so I had to switch with her cus I had a 7/11.. I'm not mad at anyone. Just the fact that that happened, I feel really shitty. Does anyone care about how I feel? Nope huh. I paid just as much money as other people but because someone ordered 9/11 but changed their mind I have to take it? Adding on to the fact that my bag/ phone is missing. I just want to roll up in a ball and die. As emo as it sounds, this is honestly how I feel right now and no one would understand how much I'm hurt right now. It's not the feeling of a breaking up with your boyfriend or girlfriend..I feel as if it's worse..

I lost my coach purse and my phone

'nough said

Accessories

I hated throwing my earrings everywhere my house so I bought a rack sorta thing. I keep the earrings that I wear more often on the rack and the rest in a box. I keep my bracelets and rings in a red velvet box. And then lastly I keep my more valuable jewelry in my caesars palace music box.

Say hello to my new Fishiesss

I just wanted to introduce them.... I haven't thought of a name for them yet though

♥

I made a blogspot because I wanted a hobby, Thanks to Katie for the inspiration!

New years

Firstly, I spent my weekend with my best friend sunny. We went to Disney land for the new years count down. I haven't seen my best friend in a long time and it was great catching up with her. Hello 2010, my name's Jennifer. Treat me well this year!

My room

Let's start off w/ a few simple pictures

Picture #1 I wanted to add something to my door because I felt like it was naked so I bought a $2 sign from ross that I thought was pretty cute.

Picture #2 I don't like simple and plain walls..So I added my faav pictures of main brands.

Picture #3 I wanted to add a bit spirt because of christmas to my room so I bought some lights from walmart in "net style" and hung it up! I first got the idea from tumblr but I didn't copy the picture.

Picture #4 My computer table has pictures of my family and friends. I added a christmas flower on the side and I added little things to make it look more fun.

Picture #5 This drawer is for my underwear, scarfs, and bags. On top I have my jewelry and perfume/ lotion. The picture frame is from South Africa and it's a picture of where I visited. The flower is from homecoming, I really liked the flower and I didn't want to throw it away so I kept it on my wall.

Picture #6 Basically I keep all my winter clothes; Cardigans, sweaters, long sleeves, and coats. And below I keep my school books, papers, t-shirts, practice clothes, leggings, and etc.

Picture #7 My mommy added in an extra closet for me. I keep my summer clothes in here; Tank tops, dresses, skirts, and shirts. Below all my clothes, I have two shoe holders, I keep my summer shoes; Sandals and gladiators on the left and my boots, tennis shoes, and flats on the right side.